I got home not so long ago from work and I have to be up around 4:40 am tomorrow to get ready for work. So lately I’ve been feeling even more part of the team but maybe it’s because I’m putting in more or whatever. I’m totally digging it though. I’m not going to lie. I don’t even mind having sleepless nights for it. The only thing that has bothered me is how my friends get so annoyed by my disappearance. I dislike that they aren’t so accepting with my schedule or joke of it so much that it doesn’t feel like a joke. You’d think they’d be happy but it’s more of a negative tone I’ve been getting. I have a small set of people that understand and I really appreciate it. I know that it seems like I don’t care which is why I tend to not reply or act like whatever but it’s because I really don’t have or want to have, the time I’m the world to be arguing or thinking of such things. I’ve about had it and maybe this is stupid to people but its not stupid to me. I can’t change things and if I could I don’t even know if I’d want to because I like how things are going. Smooth. I do miss seeing my friends though, don’t get me wrong.

eccentric-disney:

disneyunderstands:

Best Eyes:

Best Hair:

Best Dressed:

Biggest Flirt:

Biggest Drama Queen:

Class Clown:

Best Friends Forever: 

Most Changed:

Most Likely to Stay the Same:

Most Likely to Get Married:

Most Gullible:

Most Outspoken:

Most Likely to Run the World:

Most Likely to Succeed:

Quietest:

Most Likely to Sleep in Class:

Most Likely to Get in a Fight:

• Black guy kills some people.
• Society: Criminal.
• Muslim guy kills some people.
• Society: Terrorist.
• Latino guy kills some people.
• Society: Criminal.
• White guy kills some people.
• Society: Mental illness. (lost soul, complicated psyche, quiet loner, misunderstood, frustrated with life, experienced recent, traumatic, life-altering events that set him off; not to mention all the positive descriptors that are attached to him, i.e. intelligent, PhD candidate, honor roll student, etc.)

I’m so happy I got placed with the manager I wanted (and worked hard to get placed with). I still cannot believe it.
It’s going to be one hectic year full of new tasks, skills, programming and what not. I officially have a huge project that needs to be done by the next month. I’m so stoked! I’m looking forward for this weeks training since I’m going to semi facilitate. I have to practice my public speaking skills and just a whole quick presentation on what needs to be said.
Good bye to the little social life I had. I will hardly see anyone this summer. That that I already hardly see anyone. I personally think this will do me well though.
I really need to get my mind out of things that now can’t be.